trustworthy

You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough.

Frank Crane:

trust,,that word keep hanging in my mind throughout the day,,can't keep it outside of my mind. this is a really BIG word in our life nowadays.. let me define you the meaning of T.R.U.S.T = reliance on another person or entity. trust means we rely on somebody,,without trust we are nothing,,we will become paranoid ! Paranoia is a thought process heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a perceived threat towards oneself. In the original Greek, παράνοια (paranoia) simply means madness (para = outside; nous = mind). Historically, this characterization was used to describe any delusional state. nak ke jadi camtu??

why suddenly think of that word ? trust ? i learnt my lesson because of that word. first of all,, i have to learn to trust myself,,trust in what i am doing in this world,,learn to trust everyone around me,,trust there wil be a light shining thru my life at the end of the day.. trust that everything that happened in my life have a hidden meaning,,hidden agenda.. agenda that makes my mind mature another level,,i learnt to be calm and peace..i learnt to take things slowly and rationally..Insya Allah..i believe there is something for me out there.. i trust there is ..

Here comes the sun from its
night-shelter, here glides the light
gossamer-soft over the hills here
comes the day like an exquisite gift,
a wide-awake clearness all around, here
comes the sun and lights up
a myriad colours, entices
all that grows out of night and sleep,
here comes a tiny
morning cloud, here comes the light





just wanna share this song with you guys ..

NEVER EVER


By: All Saints

A few questions that I need to know

How you could ever hurt me so

I need to know, what I've done wrong

And how long it's been going on

Was it that I never paid enough attention?

Or did I not give enough affection?

Not only will your answers keep me sane

But I'll know never to make the same mistake again



You can tell me to my face,

Or even on the phone,

You can write it in a letter,

Either way, I have to know

Did I never treat you right?

Did I always start the fight?

Either way I'm going out of my mind

All the answers to my questions, I have to find



My head's spinnin'

Boy I'm in a daze

I feel isolated

Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower,

I will scour, I will run

Find peace of mind, the happy mind

I once owned, yeah!



Flexin vocabulary runs through me

The alphabet runs right from A to Zee

Conversations, hesitations in my mind

You got my conscious asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy

I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong, no

I'm just waiting

Cos' I heard that this feelin wont last that long



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just dont feel right



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just dont feel right



I'll keep searchin' deep within my soul

For all the answers

Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, gotta feel at ease

Need to be

Free from pain, going insane

My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head

The alphabet runs right from A to Zed

Conversations, hesitations in my mind

You got my conscious asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy

I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong,

Now I'm just waiting

Cos' I heard that this feelin wont last that long



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me outta this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just don't feel right



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me outta this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just don't feel right



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me outta this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just don't feel right



Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me outta this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feelin yeah, you got me feelin really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've never ever had my conscious to fight

The way I'm feelin' yeah, it just don't feel right



You can tell me to my face

You can tell me on the phone

Ooh you can write it in a letter, babe

Cos I really need to know

You can tell me to my face

You can tell me on the phone

Ooh, you can write it in a letter, babe

Cos I really need to know

~ i will survive ~